Thursday, November 28
plans for my wake and funeral.
i just wrote my wake and funeral plans. decided to do that because i've been seeing how fragile life is.
desmond's mum passed away yesterday.
aunty anny's colleague's daughter who's nineteen passed away.
jimmy's friend drowned.
never think that the next one who dies isn't you or i.
we all die.
it's just a matter of how and when.
wrote up how i'd like my funeral to be.
the songs to play as background music.
the songs to play during the service.
the music instruments to be played.
the decoration.
the food to be served.
the key messages in the sermon.
the coffin.
the photo in front of the coffin.
my last words.
wrote up how i'd like my funeral to be.
hillsongs as background music.
songs to sing.
let Your Kingdom come by sovereign grace.
when it's all been said and done by robin mark.
who am i.
nothing else matters by god unlimited, emu music US.
instruments. shakers. cajon. keys. guitar. bass.
if possible, decorated with balloons and nice table cloth!
potato chips and chocolates for people who come.
sermon messages to non-believers & believers.
a closed coffin where people won't see my face.
an informal photo, one of me on a holiday or one of my birthdays.
i love you, thank you, till we meet again.
if you're someone who's still reading and following this blog of mine,
in the case where i really die,
please help me to pass this message to whoever is planning for my wake.
thanks! (:
it's nice to think about death once in a while.
realising that this life is all we have.
help me to trust.
Saturday, November 9
ten months later.
haven't written here in a while. more than ten months.
life.
there are ups and downs.
friendship sometimes fall apart.
sometimes restored.
sometimes unsure.
sometimes thankful.
work.
beyond stressful.
learning.
depending on God.
needing Him so much.
lift me up.
my eyes are on You Jesus.
drawing strength.
holding tight.
hope has come.
forgiveness.
help me to trust.