Wednesday, May 18
confused

i have decided to start updating my blog for a while... until i get tired of it. touch rugby VS church VS YFC.... it's difficult to make a decision between these 3... especially when they clash on the same day and same time.... at times i really don't know what to do.. i love rugby, and i always hear about fun activities like touch carnival, kelong trip, ktv, movies, but i'm just so busy with YFC stuff, and i can't make it for any of these activities.. then when church and yfc clashes, it's difficult to make a decision as well... i would love to be at both, but i can't. recently i've been giving priority to YFC... but somehow i feel like i'm not showing my support to the youth group.... well, i guess it's like that... maybe i have to learn how to see the importance.. but if it's so, then i know that rugby will never be as important as Bible Study or Christian activities... =( but i really do want to be involved in rugby... sighs...

help me to trust.