Tuesday, May 31
sudden realisation.
1. meet up with mgs student for follow up2. inform and confirm attendance with 10 students weekly about the weekly events
3. train for swimming
4. weekly tuition for 2 sec 5 students
5. weekly tuition for a sec 4 student
6. weekly badminton training for church tournament
7. settle food arrangements for youth camp
8. weekly yfc activity leading up to playmax
9. yfc facebook group committee meeting
10. make sure showers are installed in church
11. call bus company to change venue
12. prepare for cellgroup bi-weekly
13. prayer meeting once a month
14. weekly guitar class and writing of notes
15. write note to tayakorn
16. oversee youth camp planning
17. stayover on saturday
18. projection duty this month and train new person
19. mark bible study homework
20. settle youth camp budget with uncle robert
21. plan for first music-youth min session
22. plan outing in june for students
23. meet up with students
24. help aunty debbie in chinese
25. pack my room
26. occasional meet ups with friends
27. be a good friend
28. be a good colleague
29. be a good daughter and sister and grand daughter
30. be still before Him
which of these must go?
help me to trust.
Tuesday, May 17
only love remains.
Only Love RemainsJJ Heller
Scenes of you come rushing through
You are breaking me down
So break me into pieces
That will grow in the ground
I know that I deserve to die
For the murder in my heart
So be gentle with me Jesus
As you tear me apart
Please kill the liar
Kill the thief in me
You know that I am tired of their cruelty
Breathe into my spirit
Breathe into my veins
Until only love remains
You burn away the ropes that bind
And hold me to the earth
The fire only leaves behind whatever is of worth
I begin to see reality
For the first time in my life
I know that I’m a shadow
But I’m dancing in your light
Teach me to be humble
Call me from the grave
Show me how to walk with you upon the waves
Breathe into my spirit
Breathe into my veins
Until only love remains
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3BDYBGhSgI
help me to trust.
Sunday, May 15
serving others. not myself.
Lord, teach me to serve others.take away the self-centredness that i so often see in myself.
guard my thoughts and make them obedient to You.
fill my mind with thankful, joyful, lovely, pure and praiseworthy thoughts.
Lord, i see my sin.
my heart is dark and dirty and very selfish.
full of sin. full of self. full of pride.
in need of cleansing and purifying.
in need of Your word.
in need of You.
give me a passion for Your word.
a heart for Your people.
what have i done to serve others?
what is my motive as i serve others?
have i served others the way Christ wants me to?
if i were to serve someone in a room, where no one else sees and no one else knows, will i still faithfully go on serving?
Lord, forgive me.
help me to trust.
Saturday, May 14
things.
help me to trust.
Friday, May 13
forgiveness.
glad the bus journey to work was smooth today without any jam at all.got to ghim moh 30 minutes before work started.
ordered coffee cos i had a late night.
sat at coffee shop.
read one chapter of mark.
took out my notebook to write.
reflected on the feelings and thoughts that went through my mind on monday.
wrote about asking God to help me forgive and to let God do the vindication in His time.
to stop striving to hold that bitterness or anger.
to let go of the feelings and thoughts that are not pleasing to God.
remembered the lesson of forgiveness in cg 2 weeks ago.
i didn't have anyone in particular i needed to forgive at that time.
i guess that lesson was in preparation for what was coming up this week.
the actual test came.
thank You Lord for reminding me that the person who has problems forgiving others is the person who does not truly understand how he has been forgiven.
i reflected on how God has forgiven me, and if God can forgive someone so sinful like me, all the more, sinful me is able to forgive others.
Jesus suffered not for His sin, but for ours.
He left vindication to God.
He did not fight for His rights.
what's my tiny trial compared to His.
He was meek.
Lord, teach me to be meek.
help me to trust.
Sunday, May 8
chiam see tong.
mr chiam see tong, you have persevered, fought well and earned the respect of singapore. you spoke for singapore and you bravely stood up in parliament to provide alternative views. even at this old age, you are still speaking for the people and you are still fighting on. amazing. you will always be in the hearts of many. take care and rest well. you deserve a good rest. you're my GE 2011 hero. (:
help me to trust.
Sunday, May 1
finally.
three days of relaxing, fun and time together.:D have been looking forward to it and finally it's here.
to my diakest kolega, am praying for you.
loves.
help me to trust.