Saturday, July 30
love this picture lots.

at our retreat, we smiled, we played,
we laughed, we teared, we rested,
and we simply enjoyed reading His word once again
.

help me to trust.


Sunday, July 24
you're growing up bro.

thank You Lord for healing me just in time for the open water clinic today.
glad i could swim despite not being fully recovered.

wonderful friends in office who messaged me to get well soon!

i learnt to appreciate my mommy more during this time when i was ill.
she was out of the country, so i had to make my own honey (usually she does it for me if i'm sick).
and i had to go down to buy my own lunch, which i eventually didn't cos i was too tired and sick (my mommy would have made me porridge).

smiles. saw cheryl today.

looking forward to wednesday to friday. (:

happy birthday bro, it's your birthday tmr.
hope you like the beauuuuutiful cake that mommy and i decorated for you.

received facebook message from elly!

persecution.
Christians in the world today suffer for NOT denying Christ.
what have i done with my freedom to believe and to follow Christ?

help me to trust.


Monday, July 4
war time is scary.

had a long dream yesterday. dreamt that i was in a place experiencing war. staying at a refugee camp and trying to escape from the enemies who were trying to take my life. some of my friends and family were in my dream too. we were all lying low, dodging from bombs and soldiers. traveling in trucks in silence. what a dream. i remember my youngest brother was in the dream. i remember we traveled together and ran away together. woke up from the dream feeling a little exhausted from all the running and feeling a little nervous. i kept quiet for a while, giving my mind some time to decipher where reality is. hope there is no part two of the dream tonight. i need proper sleep.

help me to trust.


Sunday, July 3
ten thoughts.

one.
i need to improve on my badminton playing skills.
de-proved so much since secondary school days.

two.
why don't i have youth day?

three.
thank You Lord that my dizziness has gone away.
and my mind doesn't feel as heavy anymore.
maybe sleep helps.

four.
talking to yew kiat always brings a smile.
he's so thankful to God.
his life is a testimony.

five.
one more new week of work.
wana glorify God in all that i do.

six.
teach me to show mercy.

seven.
i need to really spend more time with God.

eight.
thank You Lord for Godly friends.

nine.
thank You Lord for the three sign ups.

ten.
wednesday's visit.....

help me to trust.