Sunday, March 26
times of refreshing
recently, i just feel that i have nothing much to say. nothing much to write about. no inspiration what-so-ever about anything. probably because i haven't been caring much about what's around me. every week's goal is just to get over and done with the week. i think i'm tired. i am losing the joy of appreciating each day the Lord has given to me. Lord, refresh me.
help me to trust.
Tuesday, March 21
settler's cafe
had a night of games at settler's cafe with mf, wt, sy, wl. they're my sec sch friends. thank God for such an opportunity to catch up with one another. friends are such an important part of life. thank God for friendship.sometimes it's so difficult to be responsible. tiredness just overtakes me and sometimes i ignore the important things in life. so many needs, which one should i respond to? which one should i not? guide me.
help me to trust.
Sunday, March 19
thank God this week's over
this week is finally over. i never thought that this week would come to an end. this was a horrible week. totally packed. super stressed. as i look back, i know i wouldn't have been able to have survived without God's grace and strength.i also wana thank God for PQ and Yokes. PQ's my jc friend, but we weren't exactly that close. through the TS module, i got to attend lectures w her, and have lunch together. yah, i enjoyed those times. glad for this wonderful opportunity. and for Yokes, ha, my linear algebra buddy... got to know her through this module. she's like so patient in explaining concepts to me when i don't understand. had some meaningful talks with her too.. about our churches and about our lives!
help me to trust.
Friday, March 17
thanks friend
hey friend. thanks for helping me out. wouldn't have been able to get through this horrible week without your help. thanks for patiently trying to help me understand what is required in that test and in the term paper. i was really frustrated because i had no idea what to do. but you guided me through. i finally got it all done. i appreciate you, and all that you have done. really. thanks.
help me to trust.
Tuesday, March 14
there are sometimes
there are certain weeks when you just know that without the strength from God and without His grace, you'll never make it through. this week is such a week for me. hectic. busy. imagine having 3 tests, 1 graded assignment, a 10 page report deadline (which i haven't started, and got no idea how to do it), and a performance (for Theatre Studies practical) which i have to memorise 4 pages of script.. ALL IN A WEEK! i'm dying.... seriously don't know how i'm going to go through this week. Lord, give me your strength! W, thanks for helping me get down to studying for TS. you made my night! i did rather well! =) i'll need some advice for the 10 page report soon! heh.... thanks girl.
help me to trust.
Saturday, March 11
faithful and sincere
From a book, 'A Cry for Mercy'..."O Lord, I am self-centred, concerned about myself, my career, my future, my name and fame. Often I even feel that I use you for my own advantage... I have spoken about you, written about you and acted in your name for my own glory and for my own success."
How true these words are. Especially in serving God. Lord, help me to surrender my whole being to you, and be sincere and faithful in the tasks that you have entrusted me with.
help me to trust.
Tuesday, March 7
You are the God
'...You are the God above all godsYou are the Way above all ways
Your mercy, Your wisdom, Your grace
Sustains me in all that I face
Your power, Your strength, and Your might
Gives me courage to stand up and fight
And proclaim You are Lord...'
(Chorus of the song 'You are the God')
Lord, show me your way and lead me. create in me a clean heart. renew my spirit. help me see others through the eyes of Jesus, to love them the way You will. help me to let You take control of my life. i want to know You more. strengthen my faith i pray.
help me to trust.
Saturday, March 4
2 year old girl
just heard in the news that there was a body found under aljunied flyover. it is suspected that it is the body of the 2 year old girl who went missing a few days back. she has merely lived on this earth for 2 years, and she got killed. how evil can mankind get? it saddens me to know that some people would bear to kill their own kind. Lord, i pray for them, that you would show them your love. help them to love others the way you love us.
help me to trust.
Friday, March 3
lent
after prayer meeting on wed, pastor T passed L and i a QT book which is for the period of lent. we decided that it would be our next 'project' to finish reading that QT material. hope we will succeed in doing our regular QT!
help me to trust.