Saturday, July 31
hokkien service.

moved.
but still close in my heart.

my grandpa.
God, i pray he really comes.

remain.
in His love.

her grandma.
at a better place in your presence.

cotton candy.
i have a cardigan from there.

colleagues.
understands that it's not right for christians to be unequally yoked.

her grandma.
asked what time church is.

mr prata.
with two boys.

reunion lunch.
big prawn mee.

help me to trust.



out of my window.

looking out of my window reminds me of many things.

help me to trust.


Thursday, July 29
fifteen minute cafe.

Lord, You will keep us close.

sharing of hearts.
courage to be vulnerable.
courage to speak the truth in love.

Lord, You reign in our lives.

faith.
we all need that.

believe.

help me to trust.


Wednesday, July 28
familiar in the unfamiliarity.


help me to trust.


Tuesday, July 27
loves.


help me to trust.


Saturday, July 24
lost.

lost.

help me to trust.


Wednesday, July 21
gone the very next moment.

i was surfing the net, reading news from straits times online. came across 2 pieces of news that were quite shocking and sad.

first news - a tree in yio chu kang fell due to heavy wind and rain. it fell onto a car. driver was crushed by the tree. died.

second news - crane smashed into upper deck of a double decker bus. commuter died in his seat.

who would have thought. one moment, sitting in the comfort of a car. next moment, crushed by a tree.
who would have thought. one moment, sitting on the bus going home. next moment, smashed by a crane.

none of their family members would have thought they would die like that. i'm sure they themselves never expected to lose their lives in the next moment. how sad. how fragile life really is.

help me to trust.


Tuesday, July 20
friends are gifts from God.

the day before yesterday.
dinner with secondary school friends.
friend shared.
be brave to make a firm stand.
ladies run.

yesterday.
our run turned into a late night walk and chat and exercise at the park.
we were too full to run.
sat swing.
drank fruit juice from seven eleven.
enjoyed the night.

today.
bought ice-cream with friend.

today.
catch up with friend over dinner.

today.
buddy was super nice.
lent me 爱可以再更多一点点 cd to listen.
sent me a link to something i was trying to find out about.
acts of kindness.
she has many.
blushing tortoises.

"i'm not the easiest person to love.
i'm not too proud of some things i've done.
everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
all alone i cried.
and there's no place to go.
i remember when you cared."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GeGjjdDYyw0

thank you Lord for friends.
friends who loved.
friends who listened.
friends who cared enough.
friends who provided safety.

teach me dear Lord, to be less focused on myself in my friendships. teach me to give, more than to receive. teach me not to seek to be loved, but instead, to pour out love more and more. because no matter how much love i've given, there's always more to give. more. just a little more.

help me to trust.


Sunday, July 18
counting down.

eleven more days......
so fast......

爱可以再更多一点点。
grace.
心。

tanglin mall.

church friends.
give them Your comfort.

face mask from korea.

she calls her mum during lunch.

evangelism.
reach out to more friends.
talk to God about man.
talk to man about God.

tomorrow night.
possibly our last run together at the park.

i've got two lovely neighbours.

help me to trust.


Wednesday, July 14
learning.

learning not to feel like it's a waste of time when tasked to do redundant work.

learning to rejoice though it's my second time bringing my swimming stuff to office but didn't get to swim. first time - rained. second time - pool closed for two months for yog.

learning to have a heart of love for people around, especially those with a different personality.

learning to find my identity and security in Christ alone.

learning that people come, people go.

learning more about friends, their pains, their struggles.

learning about my inadequacies.

help me to trust.


Monday, July 12
toy story three.

they held hands through the fire.

help me to trust.


Sunday, July 11
dear friend.

praying for a friend.

trusting her.
trusting You.

comfort her heart.
her heart that seeks to obey You.

look after her dear Lord.

there are moments when we struggle.
moments when we are weak.
moments when we cry.

hold on to God dear friend.

for the Lamb at the centre of the throne will be your shepherd
He will lead you to springs of living water
and God will wipe away every tear from your eyes.

help me to trust.


Saturday, July 10
thoughts.

friends are friends forever
if the Lord's the Lord of them.

help me to trust.