Saturday, September 24
latest happenings.

dinner at pizza place with three friends from office.
talked. laughed.

lunch with py.
sharing of lives.

office corridor talk with j.
sharing our faith and our beliefs.
praying for salvation.

lunch with jo and al.
handmade ring and little note pad.

dinner with z, yl, d.
our conversation taught me some things.
contentment is something we all seek after.
as we grow older, we see that the race to success is a futile one.
contentment can only be found in Him.
our testimony as a christian is important.
when we don't walk the talk, others can tell.
growing up growing old.
we've grown.
Lord, help her find a suitable job.
birthday cake.
made a prayer.
that the both of them will come to know You.

chat with you.
a special night.
knowing that we need God.

help me to trust.


Tuesday, September 20
catching up with an old friend.

had breakfast with jimmy today at seven fifteen am in the morning. (:
it was only a short forty five minute catch up but am glad for the time.

help me to trust.


Wednesday, September 14
fourteenth september quarter a century.

today's such an amazing day filled with surprises and love.

things to be thankful for:
1. birthday wishes from all my students. even those whom i have not met for long.
2. birthday wishes from yfc friends who have been serving the Lord together.
3. birthday wishes church aunties, church youths, church friends whom i've grown to love. and even an old good friend's email to wish me happy birthday.
4. birthday wishes from friends from my primary school, secondary school, jc, NUS. they've grown up with me. supported me through studying life.
5. birthday wishes from family and relatives. ryan who apparently sees my main role as his sister as someone who treats him to food.
6. birthday present from the ng family. dutch windmill. clement and kynda. ((:
7. long whatsapp birthday message from ruth, telling me i've gota special place in her heart."your faithfulness will not go unnoticed"
8. surprise facebook message from ms lee! my touch rug teacher in charge who was my best teacher friend i had in jc. she so happened not to be in china, so that's why she could use facebook to message me.
9. surprise facebook message from my DCEO! despite being so busy and despite not feeling well today, she took time to message me happy birthday. amazing. vibha too, my DD, she sends birthday messages to us early in the morning! last year she wished me happy birthday even before i stepped into office. heard from my office friend that she messaged him on his birthday at 6am in the morning! wow.
10. surprise macdonalds breakfast from my friends in office. they made the words "HB SHER" with chili packets from macdonalds. it was really a surprise which i totally never expected after walking out from the room, after prayer time with euns and shan.
11. home delivered handmade cookies from charissa. tasted extremely yummy.
12. birthday cake from amily, my office friend!
13. bird's nest from grace. (: my office friend too.
14. birthday wishes from the many many office friends.
15. mum who surprised jo and i with a durian cake. it's lovely to celebrate our birthdays together.
16. anna who is always one of the first few to wish me happy birthday at 12am plus in the morning.
17. my dad who kinda like woke me up while i was in my dreams at 12 midnight to pass me my present. he got me a universal dock which i have completely no idea what it is to be used for.
18. mum who made me a wonderful dinner. steak, chicken drumstick, mashed potato, mushrooms, bacon with sausages. wow! all non veg and all my faves.
19. green jacket from shan, my office buddy.
20. big hug from marcieeeeee.
21. a "happy birthday sis" from shannon once he came home.
22. rip curl slippers from my mum's friend, an aunty neighbour!
23. aunty yap lee's snail mail birthday card which she never fails to send every year ever since she taught me sunday school in pri 6.
24. simple birthday message from diakest kolega.
25. super surprise visit from jo who just suddenly appeared at my house's doorstep with a lovely handmade card with lovely words and birthday gifts! huggs. next year we shall take leave on our birthdays to do something fun together okay?
26. birthday wishes from kids i've met during mission trips!
27. just read the birthday card from my department (plus shan) friends. it's the funniest ever birthday card seriously. kept laughing to myself cos what they write is really funny. what they wrote in the card is so unique to each of their characters.
28. and as i was typing this, another surprise! diakest kolega. came with hugggs.

thank You Lord for showing me today how special friends are. at different times in my life, God placed just the right special people to walk on in the journey. it's amazing how wonderful friends are. some friends might have shorter chapters in my life, some friends have longer chapters. yet all are unique in their own way, made by the Father. and specially placed in my life by God who loves all of us. God writes about our lives in His book. i'm secure in You Lord Jesus. take my life. take my all. i surrender my all to you. use me. fill me. lead me. cleanse me. for You. for You.

help me to trust.


Monday, September 12
alignment.

walking with lanterns at the park.
prayed together and the words just came.
felt perfectly okay, rested and slept a lot, but falling sick.
sneezing, sniffing, sore throat.
maybe it's the haze.
Lord, heal me please, i need to work.

align my heart with Yours dear Lord.
keep me alive in You, with emotions, with love.

help me to trust.