Monday, September 29
east timor


help me to trust.


Sunday, September 28
all the boy had.


help me to trust.


Saturday, September 27
five loaves and two fishes.

a boy.
gave the little he had to Jesus.
five loaves and two fishes.
and Jesus multiplied them to feed a crowd of five thousand.
john chapter six.

all we need to do is to give of our five loaves and two fishes.
and God will do the rest.

in darkness He giveth a song.

help me to trust.


Thursday, September 25
skip dessert.

broccoli. muffin. carrot.
skip dessert. eat more veg.
thank you jo. (: (:
the broccoli and carrot look so happy.
makes me want to smile too.

help me to trust.



the stories of tiramisu cake.

tiramisu cake.
three of us. (",) :D (:
shopping for ingredients.
making tiramisu cake together.
long ago.

once when i was at sandra's place,
she let me eat the tiramisu cake she made.

once after we went for siew cheng's birthday party,
i went to anna's house at tanah merah
to try the tiramisu cake she made.
it was like 11pm at night.

once we went to aunty lucy's friend's house,
and her friend made tiramisu cake for us.
the cake came with stories of their lives too.

just finished the last bit of tiramisu cake that fel made.
thank you.

memories.

help me to trust.


Monday, September 22
cupcakes.

why are they angry?

help me to trust.


Saturday, September 20
green pink purple.

we bought thirty one strings here.

help me to trust.


Wednesday, September 17
arnott's cheds.

onion says.
"sometimes the best thing to do when you're tired is to put away everything and do lots of QT."

i love arnott's cheds.
love even more the one who bought it. (:
thank you.

happy birthday mum.

help me to trust.


Tuesday, September 16
dear God

dear God.
please heal jessica.

dear God.
please give ruth strength.

dear God.
please protect dad.

amen.

help me to trust.


Monday, September 15
there's hope.

ice cream on rainy days.

little onion.

by my side.

hide behind.

south africa for two weeks.


help me to trust.


Tuesday, September 9

i can't... i can't get through this week on my own. it's only tuesday and i already feel dead. this is the worst week of my semester. it's draining all the life and all the joy in me. my energy level is already negative..... God...... i don't know how i'm going to survive the rest of this week..... God... i need You. totally drained. am weary. am very tired. there's so much to do this week. assignments due, projects to do, meetings to attend. i can't take it le. my days are totally packed. morning to night. it's like living, but not actually living. this week i'm a dead person walking. help me to not focus my helplessness but to focus on Your mightiness.

help me to trust.


Tuesday, September 2
belt of truth.

brownies. yums.

help me to trust.



attitude change

help me to thank You for difficulties in life which makes us stronger.
to produce endurance, character and hope.
these days i wonder how i'm going to make it through this semester.
am suffering from the consequences of my own negligence and laziness.
i seriously need to buck up.
i'll never make it through if my attitude towards lectures and tutorials doesn't change.
God. please help me.
forgive me too.
for all the wrong decisions i've made.

thank you for buying me the small rubix cube that i always wanted.
thank you for the six beautifully decorated brownies.
thank you for the bubble tea treat.
thank you for the mickey mouse scotch tape.
thank you for the goodbye hug on sunday.
thank you for the prayer and for listening.
thank you for making maggie noodles with egg for us.
thank you for knowing and telling me to let you know if i needed a break.
thank you for playing drums this coming week.
thank you for offering to get stuff for me.
thank you for getting the fins for us.
thank you for lending me your rash guard.
thank you for sharing your fruitloops and frosties.

there's so much to thank God for when we pause to think about it.

being thankful in EVERY situation.

help me to trust.