Monday, December 31
the moment

"the moment God speaks to you,
is the moment God wants you to respond to Him"

don't hesitate!!

help me to trust.


Sunday, December 30
the Maker

Rich and poor have this in common, the Lord is the maker of them all.

Proverbs 22:2

help me to trust.


Thursday, December 27
big and small ways

a chat to remember.

help me to trust.


Monday, December 24
christmas



help me to trust.


Thursday, December 20
pave the road

Faith, hope and love
Is more than enough when times get tough
Faith, hope and love
Will tunnel through what's in front of you
If you just trust in faith, hope and love

There's a lot of things we face
That seem to pull us down
There's a lot of tears and pain
That turn our world around
Seems the hammer always falls against us
At our weakest times
But I know a power that can heal
The wounds it leaves behind
It's a stone's throw away
From anything we may face

Faith, hope and love
Is more than enough when times get tough
Faith, hope and love
Will tunnel through what's in front of you
If you just trust in faith, hope and love


There's a lot of hurt and sorrow
That can cloud the bluest skies
Still there's hope in tomorrow
If we just close our eyes
To every fear we must face
As we learn to embrace

You can trust
You can really, really trust
In faith, hope and love

Just a little faith will pave the road before you
To see you through

by point of grace

dear Lord, help me hope in tomorrow, to cast my fears to you, to have just a little faith to pave the road ahead. love is more than enough. it's more than enough indeed. thank you Lord.

sentosa with family.
4 umbrellas, 5 silly people. walking in the rain.
washing our feet at the mini fountain.
doing a spin in the rain.
eating sakae sushi.
cycling.
3 silly children so scared of trying to cycle without hands.
and found out that their dad can easily cycle without hands.
bbq. banana chocolate.
playing red green blue. shan's the pro.
bugis B bungalow hut.
snacking and snacking.
tram that moves slower than humans.
it was a good time with my family.
(: enjoyed it.

help me to trust.


Wednesday, December 19
it's about the people





help me to trust.


Tuesday, December 18
cambodia

cambodia.

the team.
12 of us.

lots of courage was needed.

cockroaches.
bird.
cat.
cucumber.

standing aside.
watching others.
show care. ask. talk. hold.
tough.
plaster given. healed.

afa reminded me that 'perfect love casts out fears'.
and about knowing God's heart.
willing heart to obey God's knock.
heart for the poor.

museum. skulls... corpse. faces.. tiny cells..
pain. family..
"he never came back"
"i never saw him again"
"i lost him"

beggars.
children without arms.
toddler sleeping on the ground, under a food cover.
men without legs.
ladies carrying naked babies begging for money.
old ladies and men without teeth.
child who couldn't speak.
painful sight.

children's hugs. children's smiles.
children's hands. children's singing.
rejoice in the Lord always.
those made our stay at hope village memorable.

he's the youngest.
added so much joy to our entire trip.
adorable smile.
running around giving all of us huggies.
carrying him made my day.

he did all he could.
helped in scrubbing the floor and getting water.
called my name "jie jie sherlyn!" once in a while.
telling me of a new discovery.

he wanted so much to play with the kids that he didn't want to go to town.
sincerity.
he's got interesting reactions that makes me really laugh.
pig hair maggie noodles. hahah!!!

she was my asia hotel buddy and my bus ride buddy.
didn't ever complain when doing a task.
an easy friend to talk to.
she shared chicken with me.
was so willing to help aunty in the english classes.

she had courage to lead the children in devotion.
she crossed it.
she scrubbed floor with me.
got paint out of my hair.
she broke free.

her presence.
little acts of love and kindness.
her smile.
all remembered in the heart.

he offered to wash dishes.
talked to our new friend.
good painter.
helped us eat our food!

she walked with me that early morning.
round and round the village almost till sunrise.
talking about her life.
a different side of her.

he cared so much for us.
making sure we're ok.
Godly example.
he talked to me on the way back on the plane.

she cared very much for her.. all the time..
she did alot, especially with the staff devotion.
helped a friend cross the line.
blew dry our hair.

she's the oldest.
but the funnest!
very good actress and a super good treasurer.
she gets so happy and excited talking about the coconut.
told us that the night was still young.
chose a blue envelope.

made soap.
gave soap.
preh yesus strawline niak.
painted.
devotion.
english classes.
art classes.
penguin.
singing with children.
sitting at the swing.
barefeet.

reconciliation that morning.
singaporeans.
cambodians.
one in the spirit.

chomnan. dineb. sinat. nita. kimhong. sopi. bora.
sourence.
say pon. chanta. polly.
chantina. narin. sok eng. mok. thary.

cambodia.

help me to trust.


Friday, December 7
much much more

i learnt so much the past 2 days in Bible trail.

prayer is important. i haven't been praying alot actually.
it's not that we forget God in our lives. it's not a memory problem.
the underlying reason is that we choose to live life without God.
that's our sinful mind.
we should stop cutting corners in our relationship with God.

Rev Schoof talked about Isaiah 43:1-2 today
here are a few points i learnt:

God knows us by name.
God cares for us much more than we can imagine.
God loves us much more than we can believe.
We are much more important to God than we realise.
He possesses us, so He will protect us.
Faith is designed to work best in weakness.
He wisely allows us to struggle.

And from Jeremiah 20 i learnt:

Even when Jeremiah felt betrayed by God,
the first thing he did was to talk to God.
Even though Jeremiah felt that God is weak,
but he proclaimed truths he knew about God.

Isaiah 43:1-2
But now thus says the LORD,
He who created you, O Jacob,
He who formed you, O Israel:
"Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by name, you are mine.
When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
And through the rivers,
They shall not overwhelm you;
When you walk through the fire you shall not be burned,
And the flame shall not consume you."

i think... that's the verse. verse 1.
written on her little 'home'.
i remember seeing it engraved there.
i think so.
a vague familiar memory.

help me to trust.


Wednesday, December 5
heart preparation

exams finally over.
tough battle won by soldier's master.

ikea chicken wings.
choco biscuits.

wednesdays are nice days.
because wednesdays are made by God.

thank God for words of encouragement.
jo. mic. bev. ls. ter. des. san. w. xh. m.

thanks for the msn chat.
1 to 6 year olds.

happy belated birthday terina.
thanks for always checking on me.

thank you grace.
for loving a drizzling sunday girl.

we're both unprepared for cambodia.
prepare our hearts dear Jesus...

perfect love casts out fears.
be brave sher.

help me to trust.


Sunday, December 2
information overload

my brain is totally saturated with information for 3 modules.
which means 3 textbooks
13x3 weeks of lecture notes
10x3 weeks of tutorials
3 sets of self notes.

brain shutting down.
information overload.
memory full.
and i haven't even really memorized all the info.
taking 3 exams in 2 days is no joke.
it's 445am. i better get to bed. have got church in a few hours.

God, i need Your grace and Your strength and Your peace.

if you talk to me within these few days and my response is a few seconds slow, please forgive me...

s e r i o u s i n f o r m a t i o n o v e r l o a d.

help me to trust.


Saturday, December 1
every little smile

i guess sometimes
silence is good.

it makes
every word spoken
every look in the eye
every moment of presence
every action
and
every little smile
so precious
and
so memorable.

help me to trust.