Monday, June 28
childhood days, outing with friends.











help me to trust.


Sunday, June 27
two wonderful days.

twenty sixth of june.

lost in an island.
the youths did a fabulous job.
all glory goes to God.

thank you Lord for eight friends who came.
2 friends were a pleasant surprise.
it's God's work.
may the message stay in their hearts.

it's been a long and tiring journey.
but a very meaningful one too.
God's hand of provision was seen at every point in time.

heard so many words of encouragement from everyone.
it's really very heart warming to hear that.

friends who came felt that our church was very homely.
and welcoming.

am so glad to see the youths work together.
thank you Lord.

happy birthday to you.


twenty seventh of june.

stayover friend.
roomies.
:D :D :D

instant coffee.
crispy chili keropok.
likes magnum white.
and cooked maggie mee.

chewing gum.
hugs from 2 sisters.
they are back!
lift from a friend.
sentosa pictures.
she's the happiest girl on earth today.
thoughtful message from friend.

toy story three.
in three D.
loved the company.
auntie annes. white choc mocha. fried banana.
drama clubbing music.

friends are those who hold hands through the fire.
who stay together whatever happens.

touched by the many many acts of kindness and care.

so long since we last went out.
a happy day.

loved. <3

help me to trust.


Tuesday, June 22
twenty second june.

another friend's sister passed away.....
Lord, comfort the family.
siblings.
parents.
husband.
8 year old daughter.
life is a midst.
it really is.

there's no time to spend being unloving to people.
no time to entertain unloving thoughts.
while they are still here -
start loving.
start loving.
start loving

nine years.
this very day.
remembered.
isaiah.
graven.

two letters.
folded the primary school way.

three boys at my home.
bro and his two church buddies.
stayover.
play bridge.

one sms.
early in the day.
comforting.
appreciate it so much.

tonight.
visit to twenty fourth floor across the road.
catching up with a friend.
joyful night.

for another family.
it is a tearful night.
the first night of grief.
the first night without their beloved.

for another family.
it's a day to remember.
a day to recall times spent.
a day to look back at pictures.
things.
room.

i feel for them.
but the deep hurt they are going through,
i can never fully understand.

her...

help me to trust.


Friday, June 18
a song that meant so much.

主耶和华
你已经鉴察了我
我坐下 我起来
你都已晓得
我行路 我躺卧
你都细察
你也深知 我一切所行


我舌头上的话
你没有一句不知道
你在我前后环绕着我
按手在我身上
这样的奇妙
是我不能测透
你的至高 你的尊贵
是我永远不能所及


我可以往哪里去躲避你的灵
我可以往哪里去逃
可躲避你的面
我若展开 清晨的翅膀
飞到地极
就在那里 你的双手
也必引导我

help me to trust.


Wednesday, June 2
things to learn. things to be thankful for.

some things are urgent but not important.
some are important but not urgent.
so, which should i do first?

some things are not important and not urgent.
but does that mean i take my own sweet time to do them?

some things are important and urgent.
but do i then focus on that and not do the rest?

things i have to learn:
-multi-tasking
-be quicker and faster in my work
-manage my time well in office
-make time for people at work
-whisper short prayers to God
-go off on time
-respond intelligently to ppl who ask me questions that i have no idea abt
-see meaning in work
-stay calm even when the situation seems like an emergency
-help others face their day
-look beyond myself
-stop being so blur
-concentrate on what's important

things to be thankful for today:
-seeing the drawings of the little seven year old daughter of my boss.
-a friend who bought lunch back for me
-the uncle who cooked the yummy black carrot cake
-getting a seat on my way to work in the bus
-aunty who waves and talks to me every morning at first floor
-having a one hour break to discuss ministry stuff
-drinking a cuppa milo
-a friend who helped me out with questions at work
-a friend who offered me a slice of her apple
-a lift that brings me up to the tenth floor
-the aunty who cleans our office
-a friend who walked over with chewing gum
-finishing two work assignments
-a friend who says i can call her whenever i am not sure about work stuff
-the bus 200 that came just in time for me to get to church
-hearing prayers in chinese
-seeing a younger person at prayer meeting
-a lift home from pastor
-prata dinner
-emails of encouragement
-facebook comments from friends
-fellow friends who serve God together
-a latenight gmail chat with a friend

the cleaner aunty told me that her children are christians. and they have been asking her to go to church. she said she might go to church after she retires from the job. i hope she goes. and i pray that Lord, you'll keep her healthy.

she said to her that crises brings God so much closer.......
that even with the advances in technology, we still have no control over our lives.

the remedy to tiredness is to start counting one's blessings.
then one will find that there's much more to be thankful about.

(:

help me to trust.