Sunday, January 30
weather.

raining.

help me to trust.


Thursday, January 20
continue in Him.

Continue in the things that concern Him
He will continue to take care of the things that concern you.

Continue to give Him all that is yours
He will continue to give you all that is His.

Continue to wait upon Him
He will continue to be faithful to you.

Continue to seek His highest
He will continue to give you His best.

"Obey me, and I will be your God, and you will be my people. Do everything as I say, and all will be well!" Jeremiah 7:23 NLT

-Roy Lessin

help me to trust.


Monday, January 17
gone home to a better place.

the news is heartbreaking..... a son and a daughter have lost their father. a wife has lost her husband, the one she has spent most of her life with...... the one whom she smiled and laughed with as they watched their children grow up. Lord, You know their grief.... Lord, hold them together i pray... aunty, des, janet, san...... especially aunty..... God, thank you that they were all there by his side...... having those he loved right beside him as he breathed his last must have been the most comforting thought....... knowing that his life had been surrounded with people who loved him and people he loved.

just last sunday we saw uncle in hospital. he was talking with us, he watched the east timor video, he asked us if it was dangerous in east timor.... it really didn't seem like he would have gone home to be with the Lord just after one week.... we were talking to des yesterday and found out that uncle was unconscious. despite the tough situation, des still said he's trusting God, step by step........ and today..... the news that uncle has passed away...... uncle's in a better place now...... a place where he can finally see his Maker face to face....... be their comfort Lord.....

help me to trust.


Sunday, January 16
forgiven.

as long as the Holy Spirit is in me, God will speak whenever i choose to seek Him. tenderly He comes, without condemnation, only love and forgiveness. thank You Father.

praying together on the phone.... (: thank you.

help me to trust.


Saturday, January 15
a hug to start it all.

year twenty eleven started with a huge, long and tight hug from best friend. (:

help me to trust.


Friday, January 14
wait for me.

three three three.

wait for me.
to catch up.
to-do lists.
they never end.
i see them.
everywhere i go.
who am i?
do i know?

four four four four.

wait for me please.
time runs too fast.
my body needs rest.
mind needs a break.
in times like these.
what do i do?
escape from it all?
run far far away?
or just do it?
however much it takes?

Jesus.............

help me to trust.


Wednesday, January 12
soup spoon.

these are some things i picked up from a conversation with a friend.

1. i need to unclutter my life.
2. has my identity been determined by the things i do, so much so that i have forgotten who i really am?
3. when we're humble, that's the safest place to be.
4. dare to be ruthless to get rid of the things in my life that are hindering my relationship with God.
5. it's easy to be a shell, just doing and doing and meeting others expectations of myself. but is that the way it should be?
6. she sets aside blocks of her time on saturdays to spend with God. wei also suggested i do that. i should start this discipline.
7. slow down. read the Bible slowly, verse by verse and don't move on until i'm sure that i know what God is speaking to me about.
8. sometimes it's just letting go of the things that we've been holding on too tightly.
9. it's okay to have no leaders, let God work and let God find the manpower.
10. we can rationalize a lot. we've many reasons why we should or should not do something. how do i know the difference? seek God and He will surely make Himself known.
11. keep asking myself, is this where God wants me to be? is this what God wants to teach me at this point in my life?
12. i can't serve like in uni days anymore, i just don't have the capacity. dare to make a stand.
13. be a leader who cares about whether the people under me are where God wants them to be, not just people who are serving God in ministry.
14. it's important to have a friend who will spur me along in my relationship with God.
15. she didn't just ask about what we did at east timor, she asked how the trip was for me personally.

uncluttering in progress.

help me to trust.


Tuesday, January 11
exodus 1:21

And because the midwives feared God, he gave them families of their own.

wait in expectancy.

help me to trust.