Wednesday, May 16
dad and his dad.
yeh yeh.hospitalised.
low blood count.
high fever.
vomiting.
breathless.
weak.
possible stomach internal bleeding.
possible intestine problem.
pneumonia.
bloated tummy.
eighty eight years old.
how long more will he survive?
would he live till ninety?
or a hundred?
he is so old.
decisions.
deciding whether he should undergo procedures.
procedures to find out what is wrong.
but these procedures might end up killing him.
because he's so old.
his body might not be able to take it.
wisdom is needed.
for dad and his siblings.
thank God that my boss allowed me to take two hour lunch break tmr.
and make up by staying till seven pm.
can go with dad to visit yeh yeh in hospital.
how long more will i see him alive?
i really don't know.
Lord, teach me to be a good granddaughter.
dad.
heart problems recently.
heart palpitation.
both his sisters have heart palpitation too.
atrial fibrillation.
that's what they call it.
is that what dad has too?
my aunts found out too late and so too late to cure.
what will happen to dad?
he used to be able to cycle from jurong to changi and back.
now, he feels so tired and breathless from jurong to west coast park.
i love you dad.
he seems tired.
tired from work.
hopes to retire soon.
Lord, give him strength.
he's fifty two.
give him joy Lord.
mommy's worried too.
brothers?
how are they feeling?
i'm not sure.
me.
heavy hearted.
but yet not wanting to be overly worried.
or maybe just in slight denial for now.
thinking that things will be okay.
health issues of loved ones brings much anxiety.
prayed for dad and yeh yeh at prayer meeting today.
realised that so many people are having hard times.
in their lives.
worried about marriage.
worried about children.
worried about parents.
committing all these into Your hands Lord.
in Your presence, that's where i belong.
help me to trust.