Tuesday, August 11
it scares me - much.

i came to a deeper understanding of what hell really is....
i don't even know how to describe how i felt when i read the description......

"eternal separation will be a state of total hopelessness and emptiness, away from God, away from anything good or pure that represents God in His glory. man will therefore live in a permanent state of total evil and sin. man will be experiencing selfishness, arrogance, dissensions, violence, hatred, insolence, immorality and all evil - sin in its full extent."

deep sorrow..... immense pain.... fear......

as i remember so many of those i love who would be living like this if they do not know God......
=...(


time is short.... the paw of death crawls over us.
we'll never know when it comes - death.
while they're living, while they're with us...
this is our only chance.....
it's urgent....
they need Jesus.....
really........

help me to trust.