Friday, April 3
am feeling it already.


exams are too near.
it's really coming.
am feeling all the stressful 'exams are coming' feelings already....
i'm just too slow in absorbing what i study.
why do i have so many meetings????
and so many things to plan and think about and do???
arghs....
had a headache today at library.
napped a while and quickly got back to studying.
Lord, please help me still find joy in things.
recently i've not been friendly.
sometimes in my mind, it's all about 'i need to study'
until i neglect people.
my mind seems to stray away when they talk to me...
if i don't study, somehow there's a little tinge of guilt...

help me to trust.