Monday, April 2
missing you

it was her birthday last month. 9 of march. it's been 6 years.

in NUS, i see her friends. those who were her friends in secondary school. would she have been in NUS? would i have seen her around in school? what would our friendship be like? would we still share our special handshake? would my life be different? shrugs.

i don't think of her all the time. just sometimes when things happen that reminds me of her. There will always be this part in me that wants to see her again, to feel her touch, to see her face, to hear her voice. all that's left is a memory.

"don't blame God for the moments you'll miss with ______, thank God for the moments you had" thanking God for the moments we had is not a problem. but not blaming God for the moments we'll miss is more difficult.

life's a journey.
it comes to an end eventually.
do u know where u will end up at the end of ur journey?
i do.

help me to trust.