Friday, March 2
God our protector.

wei. happy bd.
shiyin. happy bd too.
(both are belated) sorry!

in june last year, i received a message from xh that the singapore girl's team rugby captain died in a bike accident. she wasn't even knocked by any car, she just skidded i think. yesterday as i was cramming in information for my test today, shan came home and told me that D got into a bike accident! i didn't know how serious it was, or whether he was ok. when i heard the news, i was afraid. afraid to know the truth, in case the truth was something that i didn't want to hear.. i couldn't continue studying.. i could almost hear by heartbeat la! so scary. i had to call S. which i did. thank God D was conscious and was not in serious condition. only then did my heartbeat slow down a little.

just got back from visiting him at the hospital. heard from S that he crashed into a turning car and was flung off the bike. it was only by God's protection that his life was preserved. God's so gracious. saved his life time and again. though he was in pain, lying in the hospital bed, but seeing him alive and talking was enough to fill my heart with thanksgiving to God. thank you God! you saved D.

next week is going to be one of the toughest week to get through. Lord, i really need Your grace and Your mercy and Your peace. thank you Lord that when i am weak, You are strong.

help me to trust.