Friday, June 2
that day

i can recall the day (abt a year ago) when i went for blacks PT training. i hadn't been training, so my stamina was very horrible. it was then that i got to know J better. she was the one encouraging me along when i felt so tired and when i almost wanted to give up. i was really feeling horrible that i couldn't keep up with the rest like i used to. she kept telling me to breathe and to stand up straight. she kept saying, 'you can do it, come on!' that was one of the few times i talked to her and those were the words she said that i can remember till today. after the PT session, i went up to her and said, "thanks". coz she really encouraged me alot as i ran. she just smiled and said something like, 'no problem'. she was so cheerful, always the one cracking jokes, she's a very very very nice senior. but now... captain of singapore national rugby team, i pay my respects to you.

help me to trust.