Wednesday, February 1
the worst day in school
today was really the worst day in school. i stoned through the entire econs lecture. i was very sleepy and couldn't concentrate. after that lecture, i had to stone around for one hour before my next tutorial. that tutorial was a math make up tutorial because of the tutorial missed during CNY break. so it wasn't my tutor who taught. it was this lady teacher. i tell you, haiz. it was horrible. i cannot stand teachers who cannot teach. she couldn't even explain herself properly and she was speaking so softly. i didn't get a single thing she was saying. total waste of my time. after that i rushed to my econs tutorial. we have a mini quiz every tutorial (the quiz question is one of those from the tutorial). this time, i did my tutorial carefully and it was not last minute work. i started doing the quiz. guess what? mental block! i just forgot how to do it. that was a horrible feeling. i ended up doing less than 20% of that simple question. once we handed it up, she went through the answers. the answers that i found out when i did it at home was all correct. my whole tutorial of 5 questions, all correct! amazing. but sighs, for that mini quiz, i just flung it. it's counted as part of CA!!! haiz. i knew how to do it, but i just couldn't reproduce my answers during the quiz. sighs. i was too sad to attend my next make up tutorial after that. so i went home. will attend the make up on fri. God is teaching me a lesson, not to be too proud, thinking that just by doing my tutorial at home is enough. i should have studied the questions more thoroughly. lesson learnt. i'll study harder for my next quiz.
help me to trust.